Firstly i just wanna say happy CNY and valentime day to the chinese friends out there and couple out there and last long with your boyfriends or girlfriend.Unfortunately this year i`m not celebrating Valentime Day like other year this year seems being along had been so meaning full.Ouh yeah friday was unlucky i just can`t tell but that guy just crushed my heart like papper and throw it at the bin.Really now i can felt how the other girls out there felt when a man that is not concern on you serious that heart of mine seems can`t have the medicine now. I felt so frustrated and mad on myself but i donno why but i just can`t forget you like i do for others you are different but why why . Just tell me why you are so different with the others that i met.On that day i felt so emo i cut myself few stripe those cut is pain that`s how my heart felt when a single cut i made serious.Yesterday watched Percy jackson and the lightning bulb it was the best of all i just love the main actor he so damn hot.Tomorrrow going out again .